Firstly, I am so sorry for not keeping this blog up to date. I’m not going to make excuses as I’m sure you all know life gets in the way of things.
So, 966 days ago I was dating/’with’ the guy called Clark. I had a two year old little boy. I was living at my parents house. I was self employed as a nail technician. My weight was 267.4lbs (19 stone 1.4 pounds) or there abouts – as I got further entwined into my relationship with Clark I stopped doing as much exercise and watching what I ate.
966 days later I am still dating/’with’ the guy called Clark (this will have it’s own blog post of it’s own as our relationship is quite complicated). I have a handsome 4 year old boy and an almost 2 year old girl. I have my very own house (well, it’s rented and I live here with my two children with my own furniture and things!). I work at a big insurance company – again, more on this later. And my weight … 292.8lbs (that’s 20 stone 12.8 pounds for you English folk). For shame.
So where to begin? Soon after my last post I found out I was pregnant. It was a complete shock but Clark and I worked it through and I had a little girl in July 2014. She was a very difficult baby, the polar opposite to my boy. She screamed all the time and I had a horrendous time. I was scared to leave the house with her and I became a recluse. I lived with my parents and Clark visited occasionally (again, more on that later). I ate a lot and started suffering terribly with gall bladder attacks. In June 2015 I got a job in a care home working nights. I hated it, I was tired and grumpy all of the time. During the night shift, when I wasn’t caring for the residents, I was eating countless amounts of sugary and carb laden snacks. At this time I was almost 24 stone (336 lbs). I moved into my own place in August 2015 after an argument with my mum (which actually turned out to be the best thing ever!). The gall bladder attacks were getting worse so in August 2015 I went to see my doctor who referred me to the hospital for a scan. My gall bladder was jam packed with stones so I was then put on the waiting list for an operation to remove the pesky organ. In this time I stopped eating very fatty foods as I would suffer terribly with the pain. I ate a lot of sugar in this time – haribo and marshmallows to name a couple. I ate a lot of bread and carbs too which I know just don’t suit my body.
At this time I had quit my carer job in a spectacular fashion and was hunting for another job. I found a couple of jobs which were just means to an end. Despite still eating terribly I lost small amounts of weight without really trying. I then hit 305lbs and I just could not get below it – I tried so so hard by walking to and from work (around 30 minutes a day), I watched what I ate by cutting out bread and sugary snacks but it was no use. I then stumbled upon a news article about pre diabetes and it struck a chord with me. I wasn’t going over my calorie allowance but the weight stuck. I then adopted a high protein diet and *KABLAM* the weight came off and I got below 300lbs.
Just over a week ago I had my gall bladder removed. This was the first time that I really felt that I was going to die because of my weight. Before going into hospital I wrote letters to my children just in case I did die. This is awfully morbid but I was terrified. Fast forward to now and I’m recovering. I’m inactive and pretty much eating what I want – still no fatty foods as my body can’t tolerate them but I imagine I will be looking at a gain when I next weigh myself.
Once I’m fully recovered I plan on following the Terri-Ann 123 Diet Plan. I’m waiting for the information to arrive in the post but I’m excited as it seems to be a high protein low carb diet which will suit me perfectly and hopefully see me shifting the podge once and for all! I’m not at the stage where I feel comfortable showing you before and after photos but stay tuned because if I do as well at this diet as I know I will, you’ll see some awesome stuff!